Blame it on the sun*
April 29, 2007 Today has been ok, Lazy Sunday afternoon 5 CommentsI should be working right now, but I can’t seem to have enough will-power to pick up the pen and start writing those presentations. Yes, I know the deadline is getting closer and close, but hopefully, a cup of tea, an orange and a bar of chocolate will do the trick and help me write the presentations is no time 
I did a bit of existential thinking these days [yeah, I don’t have as much time as I used to, to think about all the stupidities in the world] and I managed to bring myself down. Why can’t I keep in touch with all my friends? Why are there people who where once very important to me and now we don’t even say “hi” when we meet on the street? Uh, I hate when things like this happen. It’s such a bitter feeling to look at a “now friend” and to realise that someday (s)he can become a “then friend”. I can’t yet get used to the idea that people come and people go. Of course there are a few who stand by your side for ever and ever and ever, but most of them are there for a short period of time.
I’m not complaining about my friends [I have some of the most incredible friends in the world!], I’m complaining about myself. I wish I could let the people I care about them; I wish I could write them just a few lines on YM and tell them I miss them; thank them for simply being there; that I feel special being their friend. And if I don’t do that, it doesn’t mean I don’t think about them. I often wonder how they are, if they’re ok, if they still remember me.
So, yeah, I do think about you.
But I’ll blame it on the sun,
The sun that didn’t shine,
I blame it on the wind, and the trees.I’ll blame it on the time,
That never was enough,
I’ll blame it on the tide, and the sea.
But my heart blames it… on me.
