Morning fears
June 25, 2008 For a minute there I lost myself 5 CommentsTo start your day with a panic attack at 5 in the morning is not that great. Of course, I can’t blame anyone for my EP *existential problems*, but I wish they wouldn’t occur in the most inopportune of moments.
I have a rich imaginary life. I’m always happy there, things are just the way I want them to be. I don’t have a single care in the world. But I’m scared shitless when it comes to confront my imaginary world with the real life. What if things won’t be that great? What if I don’t like it? What if it’s not at all how I expected it to be?
It happened quite a lot of times for things to be in my mind and in my mind only. And boy was it horrible when I realised that! Now I’d like not to mix the two of them again. I’ll stick to the daydreaming part, without expecting for the dreams to come true. *Ha, like they ever could!* It’s painless and tearless that way. Taking the easy way out? Definitely.
